1 month old

Harper is one month old!! On one hand it feels like time flew by, yet on the other hand it seems like it has creeped. I think I'm missing my old sleep pattern. He is such a chunky baby. At his one month appointment, he tipped the scales at 10lbs 13ozs. I am exclusively breast feeding him and that relationship is going well.

He looks just like my husband. He is a cuddle bug. And he has a strong personality.

I can't believe it has almost been a month since my last post. Staying home with two kids isn't what I was expecting. Most days, it isn't nearly as hard as I imagined. There are days where I wonder how two tiny humans have the ability to drive me absolutely crazy.

Here are a few pics of my brood. Harper has the most amazing eyes. What color do you think they are? They seem to change a bit every day but still are mainly blue.

Sister and brother

I love watching them bond!

Harper

Let me just say, I am so in love. I appreciate this time even more than I did with Yorlee. Infancy goes by so quickly, so I am soaking it up.

He is five days old and such a joy! Yorlee is adjusting pretty well. We have noticed some regression in a few areas such as bedtime and dinner time. But I'm confident that she will rebound quickly. She loves her brother. That's for sure!

I hope to have a post of some real substance soon.

He's here!!!

Wow, it has been a long few days. Tiring. Trying. But, in the end, it was all worth it. The induction failed. Big time. After Cervidil, a Foley Bulb, and Pitocin my little guy still hadn't budged and I was only 4 cm dialated. We were in the hospital for three days and they finally sent us home. He had other plans for his birth.

Harper Kirk was born on October 31st at 3:08 pm. Weighing in at 7lbs, 9ozs and 19 1/2 inches long. Pictures to come very soon. We just got home and my little guy is demanding cuddles. And milk!

Thank you all for the well wishes!! Oh, and no c-section!! Thankfully!

Induction update

Hi friends! Blogging from my hospital room, of course. We got here yesterday at 8pm, got settled in and found out that I was contracting on my own. My midwife let me continue through the night without any interventions in case I was already in labor on my own. Unfortunately I wasn't. They stopped in the middle of the night. At 5AM they gave me Cervidil to help soften my cervix. I was 2 centimeters when they started it. It fell out around 3PM today and I was 3 centimeters and really softened. I opted to have a Foley Catheter inserted. THAT was not fun, not really painful, but definitely not comfortable. It was to stay in for 12 hours, but fell out about 45 minutes ago. I'm currently waiting on my midwife to come back in and check me again. So, long story short, still no baby. But I feel good, positive, excited. Hoping to rest up so I can be ready to get this little guy out! Sorry for any typos, blogging from my iPad.

Updates

Sorry it's been so long since I've posted. A lot has been going on lately. I came down with a horrible sinus infection and went to the hospital last week for some relief. While there, they noticed that my blood pressure was high and sent me to Labor and Delivery for monitoring. My blood pressure was REALLY high. It came down a bit while I was there, but they wanted to admit me. Thankfully, I was able to go home, but not without having to do a 24 hour urine collection. I turned that in on Saturday morning and was told to return to the hospital for labs at noon. Went back and found out that I am right on the cusp of pre- eclampsia. My urine was full of protein. Because of that, I have had non stress tests every other day, and am scheduled to be induced tonight.

I'm really nervous about the induction. I really don't want to end up with a c-section. Overall, I just want to meet my baby and I hope he is healthy.

We are ready, well, as ready as we can be. Our bags are packed, car seat is installed, big sis is being taken care if, house is clean, and car is fully gassed up. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. I'll update once baby bit arrives!

38 week bumpdate (w/ pic)

How far along:  38 weeks, 3 days

Total weight gain/loss:  27 lbs

Sleep:  Last night was great, but usually it's tough to fall asleep because little man is moving so much and I have to get up to use the restroom.

Food cravings:  My appetite seems to have decreased.  Yesterday I only ate a pop tart and two small bags of chips while I was at work.

Best moment this week:  I have a few:  My baby shower and the out pour of support we received.  The baby dropping to the point that I can actually take a deep breath, and last night when Yorlee hugged and kissed my belly and said, "Goodnight baby!" before she went to bed.  Love it!

Movement:  Yes, yes and YES!  I think it's a struggle to get comfortable in there, and a struggle for space.

Gender:  Boy.

Labor signs:  Losing some mucous plug pieces (yuck...), Braxton Hicks, baby dropping, nesting.

Belly Button in or out:  The same way it was last week.  :-)

What I miss:  I'm actually in a really peaceful mood these days and I don't really miss anything.  I'm so happy to be at this point in pregnancy, and just hope that things continue to go smoothly.

What I am looking forward to:  Meeting my little guy, of course!  This is my favorite part of pregnancy, and due to my attitude, I almost forgot that.  The anticipation that you feel right before delivery is such an amazing feeling.  Being this close to meeting this little person that I've carried for 38 weeks, seeing his face for the first time, holding his hand, kissing his cheeks.  That's what dreams are made of!  I love it.  I just dream about meeting him for the first time, and already am so in love with him.  I keep telling myself to just relax, not rush the last few days  and just enjoy these moments.

Milestones:  Being less than two weeks away from my "due date".  And feeling so relaxed about the fact that he could come after that.  With Yorlee, it was such a race to get her out because I was so eager to meet her.  Now, I'm just patiently waiting for baby boy to decide when he would like to meet us.  It's so funny how things change!

Weekly Wisdom:  Relax, enjoy the moment and don't rush.

Symptoms:  Too many to list.  I can say without a doubt that I "feel pregnant".  My feet are so swollen even my beloved house shoes are screaming and feel tight.

Emotions:  Today, good.  I'm just taking it day by day.

Can you tell he dropped?

37 week bumpdate

How far along:  37 weeks and 3 days pregnant (FULL TERM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Total weight gain/loss:  I now weigh more than my husband.  Enough said....

Sleep:  Pretty bad.  My daughter is sick, so she's been getting up in the middle of the night wanting cuddles.  Which, I don't mind, but it's hard when she's up at 1:30AM, and then again at 3:30AM and I have to be up for the day at 5:30AM.  Also, you have to add in the bathroom trips that are absolutely mandatory at this point because baby boy's head is directly on top of my bladder.

Food cravings:  Junk, sweets, junk, carbs, junk, cake, junk, ice cream, junk, cookies.

Best moment this week:  The baby was moving and pushing body parts out of my belly, it was really uncomfortable so I said, "Ouch!"  Yorlee came up to me and said, "You okay Mommy?"  When I told her that my tummy hurt, she looked so concerned, came over and gently placed her tiny hand on my stomach and rubbed it and said, "Mommy, tummy hurt?  Mommy, tummy better now?"  It was SO sweet and cute that I could just cry thinking about it.  The hug she gave me afterwards was awesome as well.  I just adore her!

Movement:  Yes!  All the time, he is running out of room.  I'm so glad that I blogged during my last pregnancy and can go back and read about how active Yorlee was as well.  It's reassuring.  The movement can be so painful at times!!

Gender:  Boy

Labor signs:  Lots of pressure down under, Braxton Hicks and baby dropped significantly.

Belly Button in or out:  This question gets on my nerves for some reason.  Hormones.  It's out, and will stay out.

What I miss:  I usually don't like to say that I miss things.  But right now, I do!  I miss my SHOES, I miss being able to wear something other than a pair of house shoes everywhere.  I miss being able to sleep through the night.  I miss being able to breathe!  I miss having a wardrobe that didn't consist of belly bands.  I miss being able to do my job without difficulty because of carpel tunnel (new development).  I miss being able to walk and not be in pain.  I miss being able to pick up my toddler without excruciating pain in my hands and back.  Sorry for the rant, this pregnancy is just really giving me a run for my money.

What I am looking forward to:  Looking into my baby's eyes for the first time, and meeting the little person that is causing my body to go crazy.  I know all it will take is one glance, and I'll forget all the aches, pains and hormonal meltdowns that I've gone through.  I can't wait to feel that instant love, to hold his tiny body, kiss his cheeks, cuddle him, and just stare at him.

Milestones:  My baby is FULL TERM!  Meaning, his chance of survival outside of the womb is really good at this point.  However, I'd prefer that he stay put for at least another week.  Even though I'm going through a lot, I really want him to be fully cooked, and ready to take on the world when he arrives.  I'm mentally prepared to go to my due date, even if I complain all the way there.

Weekly Wisdom:  Pregnancy is tough on husbands also, make sure you let them know that they are appreciated.

Symptoms:  Swollen feet, hands, and face. Heartburn, indigestion, shooting pains everywhere, Braxton Hicks, and too many others to name.

Emotions:  I'm a mess!  I thought I was doing well, but a lack of sleep and a surge of hormones really got the best of me this week.

37 weeks!

Here I am at 37 weeks...

Image via Google

Don't I look so cute?


Okay, I'm a drama queen.  I know it, but I certainly am feeling pretty huge these days.  Actual 37 week bumpdate will be done tomorrow.  In the meantime, I'm going to try to suck in my chipmunk cheeks, and try not to waddle... :-)

Today

Today, I'm going to do my best to enjoy every minute.  I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning, irritated and on the verge of tears for really no reason at all.

The aches and pains of this pregnancy are starting to get to me, but I have to look on the flip side and see that I am so fortunate to have this tiny person in my belly.  Even though my sciatic nerve is sending shooting pains down my legs, my esophagus is burning, my fingers and toes and nearly everything else is swollen, the skin on my stomach feels as though it will split, my nose is wider than it has ever been, my pelvis is pleading with me to stop moving and I feel as big as a house.  All of those things are temporary.  And they are worth it.

I remember after Yorlee was born, I looked back at my pregnancy and wished that I had been more calm, more patient, more understanding of my limitations.  Instead I was riled up, irritated, and pushing myself to do more, clean one more room of the house, do one more load of laundry, cook one more meal.  Why did I do that to myself?  And why do I continue to do it when I know better?   No more of that.  I'm going to try to soak up the last few moments of this pregnancy.  Today, I'm going to rub my belly more than I ever have.  I'm going to note and appreciate every single movement.  From hiccups, to karate kicks.

Last night, when my toddler was running around the house, Hulk Smashing the piles of laundry that I had neatly folded, throwing the tables and chairs from her dollhouse, and spilling juice all over the carpet.  I thought I was going to lose my mind.  I was sick of hearing my own voice over and over again, telling her to sit down, stop it, don't jump on that, don't eat that, don't touch that, don't do that.  Finally, I realized that she just wanted some attention.  I reached out to her while she was flinging herself from one side of the living room to the other and she jumped back because she thought she was going to get in trouble.  Instead, I gave her a hug, and she tightly hugged me back.  I told her that I was done with the laundry, and we were going to cuddle.  She was so excited!  I gave her a sippy of warm milk, and we both got into her tiny toddler bed.  She was so happy I was there.  That made my day.  That made me realize that no matter how much the laundry needs folding, or the dishes need washing, our little ones need us too.  My daughter's days of being an only child are coming to an end.

So today, when I get home from work, instead of rushing off to clean things up, I'm going to scoop up my little one for some cuddles, rub my belly, and put my feet up.

36 week bumpdate!

How far along:  36 weeks, 3 days

Total weight gain/loss:  You already know how I feel about this...

Sleep:  Not so good lately.  Little man has decided to poke out every limb possible the minute I get comfortable in bed.  Which means, Mama can't sleep.  It literally feels like he is trying to push his way out of my belly.

Food cravings:  Cake, cookies, cheese, sweets.  I've been a baking fool!  And for a person who doesn't usually bake, that speaks volumes.  I made oatmeal and chocolate chip cookies from scratch.  I want to bake a cake, so I'm trying to find a recipe that speaks to me.

Best moment this week:  Watching my baby girl learn and grow.  I need to start talking about her more often on here and post some pictures.  I'll try to get to that later on this week.  She is talking up a storm, and so opinionated.  I absolutely love this stage and can't wait to see her become a big sister.

Movement:  Nonstop, startling at times.  I've also started to feel him start practice breathing.  Which scared the heck out of me at first.  It felt like a pulse, that wasn't mine, and I could see my belly rising and falling quickly.  After visiting Dr. Google, I realized that he was practice breathing.  I really don't remember feeling that with Yorlee, but I probably didn't know what it was.

Gender:  Boy oh boy!

Labor signs:  The Braxton Hicks have been picking up lately.  I had them five minutes apart for a little bit yesterday.  In trying to prepare myself for labor, I don't focus on them, but instead focus on breathing.  Braxton Hicks have always been painful for me, which explains why my contractions were absolutely excruciating.  Seeing as though I plan to birth without an epidural this time, I need to really focus on some relaxation techniques.

Belly Button in or out:  Out.

What I miss:  Alcohol!  I know that sounds super vain, but my mouth has been watering for a sip of wine, or beer, or margarita.  The sad part about it, is that I recall from when I had Yorlee that alcohol didn't taste as good as I thought it would once I was able to drink it.

What I am looking forward to:  Hitting 37 weeks, and then meeting my baby boy.  So many people have been having their babies early lately.  I'm trying to prepare myself for the fact that I may go through 40 weeks of pregnancy again.  Whatever is best for him, that's my motto.

Milestones:  Being 9 months pregnant!  And boy, and I feeling it.  My husband kept noting the fact that I'm REALLY waddling now.  But I can't help it, his head is so low and my feet are so sore that I can no longer walk without looking like a duck.

Weekly Wisdom:  Relax, and keep calm.  Our basement got water damage over the weekend (it's finished), and I about flipped out thinking about having to rip out all the drywall, carpet, etc.  And the water came from the bathroom so I was stressed about having to pull out and replace the tub.  Come to find out, our jetted tub is cracked, but repairable.  And hubby only had to take out about a foot of drywall starting at floor level.  The carpet dried in time and was treated with mold prevention. What we thought would cost us thousands, only ended up costing about $200.  So, I tell myself going forward, relax, and keep calm!

Symptoms:  Pain everywhere, exhaustion, irritability, Braxton Hicks, swelling, Buddha belly, etc.

Emotions:  I'm an angry bird.  For really no reason at all, other than the fact that I'm hugely pregnant.  So, sorry in advance!

Happy (possible) birth month Baby V 2.0!!!

I can't believe that, more than likely, I will be meeting my little prince this month!

Full term is just around the corner, and I know that these next few weeks are going to fly by.

Did anyone else get really mean during the end of their pregnancy?  I know that women are emotional creatures by nature, but geez, add some pregnancy hormones to me and I turn into a monster.  I recall feeling this way with Yorlee also, but even  knoweledge doesn't help me rationalize my feelings.

Oh well, all these hormones are for a good cause! :-)

35 week belly pics

I've really been slacking in the belly pic department.  As usual, I took some pics in the bathroom of my job.  :-)  Well, something is better than nothing, right!?!

(Edited to add:  Okay, so, I visited a few other blogs where the ladies are due around the same time as me and WHAT GIVES?!  My belly is huge compared to theirs!  Seriously, I look like a torpedo Buddha belly.  I'm only a few days to a little over a week further along than them.  Sigh...)

Week 35 bumpdate!!

How far along:  35 weeks, 4 days.  (I totally missed the whole 35/35 excitement.)

Total weight gain/loss:  Still unsure, it's gotta be over 20lbs by now.  I have an appointment next Friday.

Sleep:  For the past few days it has been pretty bad.  I have a cold which made my throat hurt, nose stuffed, head ache, etc.  So when you mix not being able to breath and pain swallowing with nightly bathroom trips, you get one sleepy/irritated Momma.

Food cravings:  Oatmeal with butter and brown sugar.  My husband (bless his heart) tried to make me some last night, but he put things in it that I didn't want.  I didn't say anything and ate as much of it as I could, but it really didn't hit the spot at all.  I want it exactly how I want it, no variations.

Best moment this week:  Buying the newborn necessities that we didn't have.  Such as, newborn sized diapers, a new coming home outfit, and socks.  I still need to get a car seat cover though.

Movement:  The movement has been super crazy!  I know he doesn't have much space in there, but at times it feels like he is trying to escape.  Knees and elbows are constantly poking out.  Rubbing them back in helps a bit.

Gender:  Better still be a boy!

Labor signs:  Braxton Hicks have been increasing.  Feeling more pressure, and seems like I've dropped a bit as I haven't had as hard of a time breathing and the acid reflux/indigestion has calmed down a bit.

Belly Button in or out:  Still out, and VERY tender.  Can belly buttons break?  I'm pretty sure mine will any day now... :-)

What I miss:  Sadly, my husband's grandmother.  She passed away very early on Saturday morning.  I'm so grateful that we were able to visit her right before she passed, and that she is no longer suffering.  I really enjoyed her company while she was here, and she will truly be missed.

What I am looking forward to:  Meeting this little person in my belly.  Also, hitting 37 weeks, only a few more days until we are there!!!

Milestones: Having only one more milestone to meet before delivery.  Week 37, here we come!

Weekly Wisdom:  Wear slippers to work.  Not only are they great for swollen feet that can't fit into regular shoes, they also make people think twice about asking you to do something.  During my last pregnancy, I was off work at this time due to bed rest.  It's hard being here now...

Symptoms:  Most of them.

Emotions:  Pretty stable for the most part.

Belly pic to come, I was too lazy to take some...

A pregnant rant

You'd think that since I've "been there, done that" I wouldn't be so bothered by some of the pregnancy symptoms that arrive during the late stages of pregnancy.  However, that is not the case.

What symptoms?  See below...

 - Lightening crotch.  Yeah, I know baby boy is head down and starting to engage, but why must it HURT so badly!  Sometimes I can barely move.  The other day the pain was so intense I couldn't sit, stand, lay, etc.  I literally had to lean against the wall, panting, grimacing, feeling like I wanted to get out of my own body until he got situated in whatever position he wanted to be in.  Yes, I remember this with Yorlee, but I've learned that remembering the pain and feeling the pain are two different things.

- Swollen ankles/feet.  I've got it bad this time.  I rocked slippers to work on Friday after finally admitting defeat when five different shoes wouldn't fit.  A trip to Target over the weekend to buy a more work appropriate pair of slippers was a success.  And now I kind of look like I'm wearing actual shoes...

- Emotional roller coaster.  One minute I feel so happy and free, the next I'm filled with anxiety and can't stop crying or wanting to cry.

- Judo chop baby movements.  When I was pregnant with Yorlee, I really thought something was wrong with me because all the books/websites said movement was supposed to decrease, yet she was more active than she had ever been.  Same with this child.  People can see my stomach move from across the room.  It can be quite startling and painful.

 - The waddle.  I tried to avoid this for as long as I could.  But, now it's here and here to stay.

 - Urinary urgency.  There is nothing like sitting there minding your own business when BAM!  The urge hits you to use the restroom, and NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   On the return trip from visiting my husband's family, I was hit with the urge.  I'm a bathroom snob and refused to pee anywhere but at home.  So I'm holding my breath and squeezing my legs shut to try to avoid ruining our leather upholstery in our SUV.  Finally, we're home, I race in, drop my purse, kick my shoes off and bolt to the bathroom.  I go to sit down and HOLY HECK LIGHTENING CROTCH.  Seriously, I couldn't sit to pee on my own toilet.  I literally had to brace myself by using one arm on the wall behind the toiled, and holding the towel rack that was in front of me and pee standing up.  Weirdest pregnancy experience to date.

I have a few more, but thanks to "pregnancy brain" I can't remember them.  Oh, I'm 35(ish) weeks now!  Only a few more weeks until full term, and only a short five weeks until I meet this little guy, I'm so excited!

34(ish) weeks w/ baby V 2.0!

 How far along:  34(ish) weeks!!

Total weight gain/loss:  Probably around 22-24lbs by this point.

Sleep:  Not bad, I've been having to get up to use the restroom more frequently.

Food cravings:  Junk food, salty food, and not-so-good-for-you-food.

Best moment this week: Making it to my goal of 34 weeks!  Only three more weeks until full term.  I'm so excited!  Also, still being able to dance at my cousin's wedding.

Movement:  Still going strong, and really, really painful.  Like, makes me want to crawl out my skin painful.

Gender:  Boy.

Labor signs:  Braxton Hicks, pain, pressure

Belly Button in or out:  Still the same.  It has really taken a beating though.  Little Man loves to try to escape through there, it seems bruised and hurts to the touch.

What I miss:  Not being in pain when I walk and having normal feet/ankles.  I've been so swollen this time.  It's weird because I only had slight swelling with Yorlee (that I can remember).  This time around, my feet are swollen from morning until night.  My relationship with my midwife has been touch and go lately too, I feel like she isn't taking my concens very seriously.

What I am looking forward to:  Snuggling more with my baby girl.  I've been super attached to her lately and love all the cuddles and hugs she gives me.  I know our time is limited, so I try to make the most out of every day.

Milestones: Hitting 34 weeks!  Baby boy still needs to stay put for another three weeks at least.  But I'm just glad to have made it this far.

Weekly Wisdom:  Speak up for yourself and make sure that you are heard.  Medical professionals hear things all the time, but that doens't mean that they shouldn't listen to you.

Symptoms:  Snoring, heartburn/indigestion, swelling, frequent urination, etc.

Emotions:  Pretty good this week.  I've decided not to stress about anything and just enjoy life.

A night out with hubby

My husband and I decided at the last minute to go to a wedding.  My cousin was getting married and we had RSVP'd, but as the date came near I wasn't so sure if I wanted to go.  In fact, the morning of we didn't have a sitter, and honestly didn't have any intentions on going.  My family made childcare arrangements for us, and encouraged us to attend.  I'm so glad we did!  What a lovely night and a beautiful wedding!  Out of respect for their privacy I won't post any wedding pictures, but I will share one picture of me and hubby.

There is NO denying that I'm pregnant now.  Although I've been told that I don't look pregnant from behind.  I'm definitely sporting the "chipmunk" look.  Chubby cheeks so high I can barely see when I smile.  LOL!  Only a few more weeks left with baby boy on the inside.  I can't wait to meet him, but I'm not eager to force him out either.  Whenever he's ready.  (I'm sure I'll be singing a different tune in a few weeks.)  People always seem so surprised to hear that I'm not "over" being pregnant, but I remember how tough those first few weeks are with a newborn, so I'm just enjoying my time and my sleep until he's ready to arrive.

The countdown is ON!

First, thank you EVERYONE for all of your comments.  They make me feel so much better.  It's so funny how I used to look back on my pregnancy with Yorlee and think that I was such a crazy emotional person, yet I feel the exact same way about the same things this time around.  Hormones...

I just realized that no matter what due date I go by, I officially have less than 50 days left of this pregnancy!

Where in the world has the time gone?  My hubby asked me to pack my hospital bag yesterday.  He was washing clothes and organizing things.  I think it's starting to hit both of us that soon we will have a new bundle of joy in our home.

Here's a peek at hubby's project for baby boy's room:

33ish weeks!! 4 weeks till full term, 7 weeks til "due"

How far along:  33ish weeks!!  Why do I say "33ish" weeks?  Because according to my "new" due date, I'm 33w 3d, but according to my "old" due date, I'm 32w6d.  I'm still debating about changing to my new due date...

Total weight gain/loss:  According to the scale at my midwife's office, I'm up 20 lbs.  I seriously almost went into shock when I saw the numbers on the scale.  I don't see where all that weight is?  I must have heavy bones or something...

Sleep:  Good for me, bad for hubby.  Poor guy has been sleeping on the couch because he says that I snore.  Oh well, it's just one of the very lovely pregnancy side effects.

Food cravings:  It's up and down with food.  If I eat too much, my back starts to hurt.  But if I don't eat enough, I get grumpy.  Oddly, I've started to crave soap.  The smell of it is so appealing to me.  I have to Google to see if that means I'm deficient in some nutrients or something.  But I seriously almost start drooling over it when I'm in the shower.  Weird!!!!!!

Best moment this week:  Having my 20 month old BFF help me oil up the belly.  She took that task so seriously, it was so cute to watch.  When she was done she said, "All done Mommy!  Good job Mommy!"  I just adore her!  Oh, and also finding out that my cervix is closed.  I've been having a TON of Braxton Hicks, although the cervix check was terrible.

Movement:  All the time, he's getting cramped in there, poor guy.

Gender:  Still a boy.

Labor signs:  Braxton Hicks galore!  I had them every five minutes for about an hour the other day and FREAKED out!  Thankfully, it seems as though my body is just gearing up for the big day, but hopefully it won't be soon.  I still need at least four more weeks with him in there before I can relax.

Belly Button in or out:  Out, people constantly point out the fact that they can see it.  It's not poking out like a finger.  It looks more like I put a nickle on my belly when I'm wearing a shirt.  So just kind of out there.

What I miss:  Being able to sit comfortably.  Being able to get out the bed without huffing and puffing.  Being able to pick things up off the floor.

What I am looking forward to:  My next appointment which is tomorrow.  Hopefully my BP is still normal, and I'm supposed to be getting a test (can't remember the name) that can help determine if labor is imminent within two weeks.  My cervix was really soft at my last appointment, but my midwife thought it was "long enough".  I hope to get a more definite answer tomorrow.

Milestones: One month away from full term!  So excited!

Weekly Wisdom:  Can't think of anything.  Sorry, maybe next week.

Symptoms:  Most of the third trimester ones.

Emotions:  Mostly good, I still have my moments.

Whoa Nelly!

Here I am at (somewhere around) 33 weeks, and honestly, I'm feeling quite massive.

According to everyone else, my eyes are deceiving me, but my cheeks and double chin beg to differ.  I feel huge!

Sorry for the terrible work bathroom pics, but it's the only time I can actually remember to take a belly photo!

I'll do the actual 33 week post tomorrow.

October

Everything went well at my midwife appointment on Friday.  My blood pressure was still slightly elevated, however, my midwife isn't concerned because it is still well within the normal range.  There was one big change, however.  My due date was changed from November 1st, to October 28th.  Usually a change of a couple days doesn't make a difference, especially because due dates are estimates.  But this four day difference put me in a whole different month.  Meaning, Baby V 2.0 is expected to arrive NEXT MONTH!

Ummmm....  what?  I seriously can't even wrap my head around the fact that my baby could possibly be here next month.  I'm not sure why, since my due date was so early in November.  But, holy cow!!

I'm keeping my weekly updates according to my old due date because it's just easier for me.  The same thing happened during my last pregnancy, and don't you know that she was born on the new due date that they gave me.  We'll see what happens.

Happy Monday everyone!

32 weeks w/ baby number two!

How far along: 32 weeks (five weeks until full term, and eight weeks until we are DUE!)

Total weight gain/loss:  Don't know, don't care. LOL!

Sleep:  I believe insomnia is starting to kick in.  I keep waking up in the middle of the night and then have trouble falling back asleep.  Of course, the lack of real sleep is causing me to be a pure joy to be around...

Food cravings:  I'm not really friends with food lately.  I'll eat well in the morning, but by dinner time I can only take a few bites before I feel full and uncomfortable.

Best moment this week:  Getting our double stroller delivered.  We really like it, and it isn't that huge, and the best part of all, it was FREE!  I won an award from my job and go to go online and pick a prize, and whaddya know?  They had a double stroller available!  So far, we love it, the only drawback is that we have to buy a new car seat.  But honestly, I wanted too anyways just because I'm a super paranoid mama.

Movement:  All the time!  And it HURTS!  Little body parts are constantly pushing out all over the place, and I have to try to gently rub them back in.  I'm so glad he's active though, it's really reassuring.  Even if the skin on my stomach has to take the brunt of it.

Gender:  Still a boy.  Why have I been doubting this lately?  Especially since I clearly saw a little penis on the ultrasound, twice!  I think I'm just trying to talk myself into getting a 3d/4d ultrasound.

Labor signs:  The Braxton Hicks contractions are back, I know I'm not drinking enough water, I'm working on it though.  Gotta keep little man baked for at least five more weeks!

Belly Button in or out:  No change there, out.  Not as tender, but I've been rubbing down with pure shea butter every morning and night.  I'm sure with the rapid growth spurt that the baby is about to go through, it'll start feeling sore again.

What I miss:  This week?  Nothing.  Honestly, zip, zilch, nada.  I've found my happy place and realize how fortunate that I am to already have one healthy child, and be baking another child.  It's mind blowing for me!

What I am looking forward to:  My midwife appointment tomorrow.  My blood pressure was really high the last time I had it checked, we'll see if I get taken off of work early, or have to push it through until the end....

Milestones:  Every day is a milestone!  At the end of this week, baby should be tipping the 4lb mark.  How amazing!  And he always seems to have the hiccups, which feel so weird but are still so cute!

Weekly Wisdom:  Try to relax and take care of yourself as much a possible when you're in the 3rd Trimester.  I find that when I do too much doing the day, I really pay for it later.  Everything hurts and swells.  As hard as it may be, doing that extra load of laundry or rearranging the living room furniture really doesn't need to be done right now.  Or possibly even by you. :-)

Symptoms:  Too many!  Honestly, for the most part I still feel really good.  I do have those moments where it feels like my body is shutting down though..

Emotions:  Up, for now!

31 weeks!

How far along:  31 weeks preggo!  Only SIX weeks until full term, and NINE weeks until my "due" date.

Total weight gain/loss:  I still have no idea, and I'm not pressed to find out either. :-)

Sleep:  Not so bad, I've started to wake up with numb hands.  That's not fun, but at least I'm getting sleep in the first place.

Food cravings:  Still no cravings, which is weird.  I just want a lot of whatever I have.  But then I don't eat it all.  My appetite seems to be decreasing.

Best moment this week:  Finding out that my blood pressure problems weren't bothering baby boy.

Movement:  Yes, this boy is on a roll.  Literally.  He was moving so much that they couldn't keep the monitors on him yesterday, so they took the monitors off.  I love it though, it is really reassuring.  Even when it is painful, I'm still so grateful that he's bouncing around in there.

Gender:  Still a boy!

Labor signs:  Yesterday I took a trip to Labor & Delivery.  Not because I thought I was in labor, but because of the swelling that I had experienced, along with some dizziness, tingly fingers, and shaky hands.  My sister came to get me from work and we went to the hospital.  My blood pressure was elevated.  Usually it's 100/60, but yesterday it was 137/77.  Now, those numbers aren't necessarily high, but they are too high for me.  Thankfully they went down, my preeclampsia tests came back normal, but I was/am dehydrated.  I have to really up my water intake, and that should help with the swelling.  Also, because the little guy doesn't have much room in there, and I haven't really "expanded" much (actual words from my midwife), he is probably putting pressure on one of my veins which is preventing adequate blood flow.

Belly Button in or out:  Out. I don't even remember what a normal belly button looks like anymore.

What I miss:  Really nothing.  Right now I'm focused on keeping baby boy safe and sound until it's time for him to make his grand debut.

What I am looking forward to:  My follow up appointment in two weeks.  That'll determine if my blood pressure is actually going to cause a problem, and if I'll have to go out on leave early.

Milestones: SINGLE DIGITS (in weeks) until my due date!  How awesome is that?

Weekly Wisdom:  Go with your gut.  Even though everything turned out fine yesterday at the hospital, I'm really glad that I went in anyways just to get checked out.  I'd rather have a false alarm than an ignored emergency.  The way I was feeling just wasn't right.  I think that knowing he was okay helped me to feel better.  I was anxious and worried, and that isn't good for either me or the baby.

Symptoms:  Most of them, including leg cramps.  But I don't have any of the real "issues" yet.  Hopefully they stay away!  I've read some seemingly horror stories on Babycenter about all types of weird pregnancy symptoms and side effects.

Emotions:  Better now that I know my baby boy is okay.  I'm excited to meet him, but not before he is fully developed!

Swelling

Lately I've been having disturbing amounts of swelling.  It started about a week ago when I noticed that my feet were sore.  I looked down and they were badly swollen.  Figuring it was frome me being so active, I kicked up my feet and relaxed and they seemed to go down by bedtime.

Yesterday was a totally different story.  My husband had dropped me off, and when he came to pick me up I just so happened to glance at my feet when I got in the car.  They were massive.  Seriously, it scared the good gracious out of me.  I took a picture and called my midwife.  My foot was super large, and my ankle seemed like it was the size of my thigh.  I also noticed some pain.

This morning I woke up and I felt like a puffer fish.  My face was swollen, my lips were swollen, my fingers were swollen.  It was a mess!

I'm a little nervous because this is the time that I started to have problems with blood pressure and swelling with Yorlee.  Hopefully I don't have to be put on bedrest again.  I have an appointment tomorrow afternoon.

I'm preparing myself for the worst, but hoping for the best.  We'll see what happens!

Pic from last week when I was almost 30 weeks.

30 Weeks!!!!!! Another goal crossed off my list!

How far along:  30 weeks, and super excited I must say!  Only SEVEN weeks until full term, and 10 weeks away from my due date.  Whoa, where did the time go?  Seems like yesterday I was begging to be at 24 weeks, and here I am, really getting close to the end.

Total weight gain/loss:  I have no clue.  I never unpacked the scale when we moved into our house, and honestly I don't care to know how much I weigh.  My clothes still fit (which is weird because they didn't fit for one day and then all was well), and I can still fit into most smaller sized non-maternity clothes.  Yay!

Sleep:  Hit and miss.  The night before last I slept GREAT, but most nights I keep waking up for one reason or another.  My bladder also has an attitude and will give me the urge to go even though I just went.  Not fun!

Food cravings:  None, but you won't see this girl turning down any food.  If it's there, I'll eat it.  Which can be both good and bad...

Best moment this week:  Crossing the 30 week goal off my list.  Amazing!!

Movement:  Oh my goodness, YES!  This boy seems to never stop moving.  Elbows, knees, and various body parts stick out of my belly all day.  My husband can be standing across the room and see it.  He's a wild one!

Gender:  Still a boy!  I've been thinking about trying to go for a 3D/4D ultrasound just for kicks.  But good grief, I just can't justify spending the money.  If a Groupon of Living Social deal comes along, I'll be all over it!

Labor signs:  Nada.  Braxton Hicks still pop up here and there, but things have been (and I hope they continue to be) quiet on the labor front.

Belly Button in or out:  Out.  And the comments I get about it get on my NERVES!  Like seriously, I can't control my belly button, whether it's in or out.  And I know it's out.  Nothing I can do about it...

What I miss: Not feeling so irritated by people.  I've hit that point in pregnancy where the comments/remarks/suggestions/advice/labor stories/opinions/etc., irritate the heck out of me!  Especially when I'm being told I'm, "so huge, am I sure there aren't two in there?", and then, "but you're SO tiny, are you really 7 months?" within five minutes of each other.  I'm going to start introducing the originators of different comments so they can hash it out amongst themselves and determine if I'm freakishly huge or freakishly small...

What I am looking forward to:  Spending more time with my family of three and relishing in sleeping through the night.  I know my days are numbered, and although it will be totally worth it, it will still be different.

Milestones: I'm in the 30's baby!!!!!!  Heck yeah!  And the possiblity that I could have LESS THAN TWO MONTHS before this boy is born.  Whoa Nelly!

Weekly Wisdom:  Enjoy what you have, because you don't know how long you'll have it.

Symptoms:  I have it all.  Well, almost all of it, I hear there are some pretty gruesome pregnancy symptoms out there, and thankfully I don't have those yet.

Emotions:  Ha, I might as well stop answering this question.

I tried my BEST to get a belly pic that I Instagrammed on here, but it won't show up!  I'll try again when I get home.  I've popped for sure, but I still feel pretty good.

29 Week Pregnancy Update

How far along:  29 weeks.  I'll be at my next goal of 30 weeks in just a few short days!  Only 11 weeks until my "due" date, and only 8 weeks until FULL TERM!!!

Total weight gain/loss:  I have no clue.  I'm sure I've gained, I've been eating a bunch of junk food...

Sleep:  Not the greatest, between being super congested, and Baby V 2.0 flinging knees and elbows all over the place.  But, I'll take what I can get at this point.

Food cravings:  Junk food.  I've been craving candy, ice cream, chips, etc.  And cheese!  My husband said, "The baby is packing on the pounds, and you are about to too."  As much as I hate to admit it, I think he's right...

Best moment this week:  Splurging on myself a bit.  I bought a diaper bag, iPad, and some accessories.

Movement:  All the time.  He currently has something sharp in my side.  The movement really hurts this time around.  And I feel it EVERYWHERE.  I can even tell his hands from his feet.

Gender:  I hope it's still a boy!  My husband has gone Hot Wheels crazy and buys some every time we go to the store.

Labor signs:  Nada.  Please, please stay that way until at least 37 weeks!  (It's so funny how we want to keep them in until full term, and then will try anything to get them out!)

Belly Button in or out:  Flat, itchy, and sore.

What I miss:  Having normal emotions.  I forgot how pregnancy makes it hard to interact with other people at times.  And being able to have full lung capacity.  I'm always huffing and puffing...

What I am looking forward to:  Spending more quality time with my baby girl.  Her whole world is about to turn upside down and I really want to cuddle her before it does.

Milestones: Being two months away from term is HUGE to me.  So I'm counting that as a milestone.  Oh, and also the fact that I was able to squeeze into some non-maternity slack again today.  I'll probably have to pry them off later...

Weekly Wisdom:  Don't react purely on emotion if you can avoid it.  I've been able to prevent a lot of arguments with people by looking at things logically instead of emotionally.  And I think it has been benefiting everyone.

Symptoms:  Too many to name.  I'm pregnant, and I feel pregnant.

Emotions:  Bad, I'm trying to get a hold of them.  I'm a work in progress.

Hahahaha....

So, you know how last week I was all, "And my whole outfit is non-maternity" blah-blah-blah...

Well, yesterday I wore my favorite pair of work slacks to work, and guess what?  I was absolutely miserable by the end of the day.  I felt like I was being squeezed, like I had literally stuffed myself into those pants.  And when I got home to change, I noticed that the entire outline of my zipper was indented into my belly.  Sigh...

It's so funny how fast things change.  My little gentleman is growing, growing, growing.

I've decided to watch what I eat, because all I have a taste for is junk food and candy.  Oh, and popsicles.  No way am I going to stay at a reasonable weight if I'm eating that kind of stuff, especially IN BED.

I'm really getting excited to meet the little person in my belly.

Non-maternity pants, HAHAHAHA!  I guess a shopping trip is in order!

You know you're in the 3rd Trimester when... (Part I)

- You can cry at the drop of the hat.
- You have an attention span shorter than your toddler.
- You waddle when you walk.
- You feel you can rearrange the couches and coffee table in your living room BY YOURSELF, because their current design is totally flawed and your nesting instinct has kicked in.
- You snore when you sleep. But not all the time, because you barely sleep.
- You knock things over with your belly.
- You start to feel really ugly.
- Your prized "skinny pants" start smothering your legs and squishing your protruding belly.
- You start to have a short temper and feel upset for what others view as no reason.
- You are constantly out of breath.
- You are constantly thinking about food.
- You always have two pairs of shoes at work in case your feet start to swell.
- You totally think your shirts are long enough until you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror at work and realize that you've been flashing people all day.
- You don't recognize yourself in the mirror.
- You spend more time in the bathroom than you do anywhere else.  Growing baby + bladder = numerous trips to the restroom.
- Your nose is always congested.
- You can't get your rings off of your finger because your fingers are swollen.
- You have to hold on to something to put your pants on, or else you'd topple over.
- You can no longer just hop over the numerous baby gates in your house.  You have to hold on to the wall, swing one leg over, and then grunt as you try to hoist the other leg over.


That's all I can think of for now.  I'm sure as I get further along I'll have to come out with a Part. II

Needless to say, I'm feeling like an emotional, hormonal, stuffy-nosed, irritable, air headed, physically unbalanced, larger version of myself.  And it's tough.  But, I know that the reward at the end is oh-so-sweet.  Even if that reward will keep me up all night.  Thankfully, I'm not at that "I can't wait to NOT be pregnant anymore!!" phase yet.  We'll see what happens... :-)

28 week belly pic

28 week work bathroom pic!  LOL!  Still not really in maternity clothes.  The outfit I'm in is 100% non-maternity with the exception of my belly band. And my shirt is a size Small.  Makes me feel good!  :-)  I also have continued to feel as though I have a fat head, baby belly, and small(ish) body.  So weird.  All of my proportions are off right now.  But that's okay, as long as baby boy is getting big and healthy!