Out of control symptom spotting!!

This TWW is really getting to my head. Yesterday, I went to bed at 6PM. I was just SO tired, and couldn't bear to stay up and longer. I was so cold when I got home, that I slept in my robe, and covered up with a sheet and comforter. Then I noticed that my legs were warm to the touch, but my body seemed so cold. I asked my DH if I felt warm to him, and he said I did. (I'm not sure if that is a symptom or not, but so be it.) Even now, I'm freezing, I wish I had a blanket!!

I'm kind of apprehensive about mentioning this next bit. But only because if AF does decide to show, I'm afraid I'll look crazy. Anyways, my, um... "headlights" have been HURTING! It feels like electricity is zipping through them, with a bit of a warm feeling. They don't just hurt to the touch, they just plain hurt. I usually have sensitive "headlights" after OV, but then it goes away. After I received my positive OPK, they were sore. Then the soreness went away, and now it's back with a vengeance.

So, yeah. My symptom spotting is OUT OF CONTROL!! I'm scrutinizing every little twinge, but it does make the TWW go by faster.

Today has been...... strange.

My left side has had a pulling sensation ALL day, and currently there is a slight burning sensation. For the life of me, I can't remember if this is a PMS symptom or not. I've had a really hard time finding things to eat lately. Nothing sounds good. I even brought some of my favorite snacks to work today, and barely touched them. Also, I've been very drained. Yesterday I went to bed around 8PM.

It might not help that I've been scouring the interwebs all day for early pregnancy symptoms (shaking my head). I think I've COMPLETELY lost it. But, that's what I do when I obsess over pregnancy symptoms.

A few of the ladies that belong to the same miscarriage forum that I do, have already gotten their post-MC BFPs. As happy as I am for them, I can't wait until I'm in the same boat!!!

I've also been experiencing slight nausea all day. It happened this morning. At times, it's hard for me to talk through it. I have to keep swallowing. I notice I feel that way when I'm hungry.

Well, that's all for now. Even if this cycle doesn't end in a BFP, at least it'll give me a glimpse of my pre-AF symptoms.

Yuck!

My husband has been asking me to make homemade meatloaf and mashed potatoes for awhile now, and it finally happened yesterday. I almost gave up halfway through preparing everything because I was SO tired! But I did finish, and everything turned out great. But you'd have to take my husbands word for it, because I didn't eat ANY! I was feeling so yucky! The thought of eating the meat just didn't appeal to me. And I woke up feeling pretty ill this morning. I kept feeling like I had to burp or vomit. But in my heart, I believe that I'm just on a ridiculous symptom spotting mission. I'm still experiencing slight side pain in my left side. It's noticeable, but not really painful. I wish I took more note of my PMS symptoms, because I think that side pain may be one of them.

I did eat a whole pack of Fruit Roll-ups at 9AM this morning. I was hungry and nothing sounded good, so I ate them. They tasted SOOO good going down, but now I feel even sicker. Bleh!!

I've been browsing some new blogs lately. I love reading new blogs and hearing other people's stories.

Good

Today has been pretty nice. I was really dreading coming in to work, but it hasn't really been that bad at all. Most of it probably has to do with my attitude, which is WAY better. I'm actually in a good mood! But very tired.

So, just for kicks, I'm going to symptom spot. I know I have a fat chance of being pregnant this month, but I don't want to count anything out, just in case.

My left side is burning, kind of feels like pre-OV pains.
Woke up yesterday and cooked chicken for breakfast. (HAD to have hot sauce with it, almost cried because I couldn't find the hot sauce.)
I TOTALLY went off meat this afternoon. Looking at it made me feel ill (this is after I'd already had a breakfast sandwich with bacon.)
Super tired
Super thirsty

I think that's about it. Really doesn't seem too convincing. I'm sure it's all PMS related. A girl can dream, can't she??