Trying to get over the fear

I'm really trying as hard as I can to relax and take it easy. I'm usually a very optimistic person, so I'm quite surprised to see how pessimistic I'm being about this pregnancy. I've decided that I'm going to wish this pregnancy well, so to speak. I'm not going to think negatively, or worry about what could go wrong, because quite honestly, that's just life. Nothing is guaranteed, so I should just be happy with what I have for as long as I have it.

I can't control the outcome of this pregnancy, so I'm determined to enjoy it while I can.

As I've read on many blogs before:

"Today I am pregnant, and I love my baby!!"

Regardless of what happens, I'm so thankful to be in the place. All my life I've wondered if I'll be able to conceive, and I have. So I just need to have faith, relax, and be thankful.