I NEVER in my entire life, thought I'd be scared to get pregnant. Heck, I lived most of my life thinking that I'd never be ABLE to get knocked up, and now here I am. With the decision of TTC looming over my head like a dark cloud, I can't help but feel scared. Now that I know that every positive pregnancy test doesn't end in a bouncing 7lb 8 oz bundle of joy, I'm terrified. I don't think I can go through that again.
I want children, my husband wants children. So there's no issue there. We're both ready, but I'm just feeling a little apprehensive about jumping back in. There are no guarantees at all. It's just a gamble. But hey, I guess that's life...
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