Pregnant women should be banned from grocery stores. Well... maybe I should just be banned. My husband and I went to the grocery store, because we had been neglecting to do so for awhile. What did we come home with? Well, thanks to me, we bought the following items:
Tortilla chips
Salsa
Juice
Pickles
Ice cream
Waffles
Milk
Doesn't that grocery list sound great? LOL! I've been craving pickles and waffles for some reason, and I had chips and salsa yesterday so I thought I'd buy some. And then I found myself in the ice cream isle, drooling over the tub of cookies and cream.
I'm sure my cravings will only get worse as I progress throughout this pregnancy. Oh dear!
Monday, June 14, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Less than 200!!!
Wow! I just realized that I will meet my baby in less than 200 days! I have 199 days left. When I first found out I was pregnant and created a ticker, it seemed like forever until I'd be under 200.
I can't wait to enjoy the rest of this pregnancy.
It's really hot today, and the heat caused me to feel really nauseous, so I've decided to take it easy and enjoy some popsicle's today. I hope everyone is having a great weekend!
I can't wait to enjoy the rest of this pregnancy.
It's really hot today, and the heat caused me to feel really nauseous, so I've decided to take it easy and enjoy some popsicle's today. I hope everyone is having a great weekend!
Thank you!!
For the comments, seriously, you ladies are keeping me sane. This blog has been such a blessing, I don't know what I would do if I didn't have an outlet.
Mrs. Green - It was the best way ever to start the weekend! I feel so confident now. Hopefully my blog will help put your mind at ease once your little Green Bean is on it's way.
J - Thank you SO much, you've been so great. I can't wait to follow your journey!!
Ms. Understood - it does feel more real. I think it finally sunk in for my husband as well. Since my body hasn't changed much, the only thing that he had to go by was the positive pregnancy tests, and a photo of a tiny 6 week bean. For him to see the baby moving and jumping, I think it made him realize that a real human life is growing. He was amazed!!
That was by far one of the best moments of my life.
The doctor thinks that my spotting was caused by being intimate. DH and I did "the deed" the night before last, and she thinks it irritated my cervix. I agree because I experienced the bleeding the morning after. So I'm on pelvic rest now. Poor DH! LOL!
I've decided to come clean at work. I'm going to tell upper management that I'm expecting on Tuesday. I'm nervous, but I'm sure they will be understanding. And on Tuesday I'll be three months pregnant! I'm going to start taking belly pics soon. I've noticed over the last two days that my bloat hasn't gone away, so maybe it's turning into a real baby belly. I'm so excited!!!
Mrs. Green - It was the best way ever to start the weekend! I feel so confident now. Hopefully my blog will help put your mind at ease once your little Green Bean is on it's way.
J - Thank you SO much, you've been so great. I can't wait to follow your journey!!
Ms. Understood - it does feel more real. I think it finally sunk in for my husband as well. Since my body hasn't changed much, the only thing that he had to go by was the positive pregnancy tests, and a photo of a tiny 6 week bean. For him to see the baby moving and jumping, I think it made him realize that a real human life is growing. He was amazed!!
That was by far one of the best moments of my life.
The doctor thinks that my spotting was caused by being intimate. DH and I did "the deed" the night before last, and she thinks it irritated my cervix. I agree because I experienced the bleeding the morning after. So I'm on pelvic rest now. Poor DH! LOL!
I've decided to come clean at work. I'm going to tell upper management that I'm expecting on Tuesday. I'm nervous, but I'm sure they will be understanding. And on Tuesday I'll be three months pregnant! I'm going to start taking belly pics soon. I've noticed over the last two days that my bloat hasn't gone away, so maybe it's turning into a real baby belly. I'm so excited!!!
Pictures (finally!)
I'm sorry the quality isn't the greatest. I still couldn't figure out how to work our scanner, and my husband was sleep, so I took pictures of my ultrasound photos with my phone.
Here is Baby V at 6 weeks 3 days:
And here is Baby V as of yesterday, which was 11 weeks 3 days. So exactly 5 weeks after the first ultrasound. It's much clearer in person, so I'll still work on getting them scanned. If you look by the baby's head, one arm is above the head, and the other is on the baby's face. We counted 10 fingers! The legs were kicking so fast, it was amazing!!
Here is Baby V at 6 weeks 3 days:
And here is Baby V as of yesterday, which was 11 weeks 3 days. So exactly 5 weeks after the first ultrasound. It's much clearer in person, so I'll still work on getting them scanned. If you look by the baby's head, one arm is above the head, and the other is on the baby's face. We counted 10 fingers! The legs were kicking so fast, it was amazing!!
Friday, June 11, 2010
Dr. Appt update
I woke up at 2:30AM, worrying about this doctors appointment. I went back to sleep for awhile, and woke up to bright red bleeding. Needless to say I freaked the heck out. I pulled myself together, showered, and got dressed for my appointment.
When I got there, I noticed that the parking lot was empty. Not a good sign. I walked up to the door, and noticed a sign that said, "The ___ Medical Center is closed on Friday between 8AM-10AM". Umm.. WHAT? My appointment was scheduled for 9AM!!
I called the 1-800 number to verify my appointment, and they had me scheduled at another location. Commence freak out number two. I was shaking, and could tell that I was on the verge of tears. I was still in the parking lot of the medical center, and what do I see walking past my car? A turkey. Seriously. A real, live turkey. I couldn't help but laugh at that point. It was unbelievable, I took a picture on my cell phone and sent it to my husband. They representative (poor girl, I was very upset when I spoke with her) that answered the phone was very nice and got me an appointment for 11:15AM. I drove around for a while, and then finally went and checked in at 10:30AM. Once I was in and weighed (I lost another 2 lbs) the nurse pulled out the Doppler to check for a fetal heart tone. She was maneuvering the wand around and all I heard was my heart beat. Commence freak out number three! Finally, after what seemed like 10 years, but was probably only 40 seconds, I heard what sounded like a train. It was the baby's heart beat. 166 beats per minute, to be exact. I was THRILLED!!!!!! After wards, the doctor came in, I got a pap, she checked my cervix to make sure it was closed because of the spotting, and gave me a breast exam.
I went through the questions that I had, and then she told me that she wanted to take me off work for a week. She wanted to make sure that I wasn't doing too much, and that the spotting didn't return. I explained to her that I am an Administrative Assistant, that I can just sit around all day and she agreed to let me work on a modified schedule. The only reason I didn't want to take off is because we really can't afford it right now. And I had heard the heartbeat, which put me at ease. She did want me to at least have a ultrasound, so I was scheduled for 2:30PM today.
If you've never had a pregnancy ultrasound before, trust me when I say that you are SO uncomfortable!! Only because your bladder is about to burst, and the technician is putting pressure on it. After about 45 minutes, the technician said we could allow my husband to come back, that's when I really relaxed. He came in, and she showed us the baby. WOW!! My husband's face was priceless. It was his first time seeing our baby, and it was incredible. The baby was moving, kicking, jumping, and waving. It was the best feeling ever! I feel so much better about everything. I'm going to let go of all negativity, and just trust that everything will be okay.
I don't know how to work our scanner, but I'm going to try to upload pics.
Thank you all for your kind words!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks like Baby V is here to stay!!
When I got there, I noticed that the parking lot was empty. Not a good sign. I walked up to the door, and noticed a sign that said, "The ___ Medical Center is closed on Friday between 8AM-10AM". Umm.. WHAT? My appointment was scheduled for 9AM!!
I called the 1-800 number to verify my appointment, and they had me scheduled at another location. Commence freak out number two. I was shaking, and could tell that I was on the verge of tears. I was still in the parking lot of the medical center, and what do I see walking past my car? A turkey. Seriously. A real, live turkey. I couldn't help but laugh at that point. It was unbelievable, I took a picture on my cell phone and sent it to my husband. They representative (poor girl, I was very upset when I spoke with her) that answered the phone was very nice and got me an appointment for 11:15AM. I drove around for a while, and then finally went and checked in at 10:30AM. Once I was in and weighed (I lost another 2 lbs) the nurse pulled out the Doppler to check for a fetal heart tone. She was maneuvering the wand around and all I heard was my heart beat. Commence freak out number three! Finally, after what seemed like 10 years, but was probably only 40 seconds, I heard what sounded like a train. It was the baby's heart beat. 166 beats per minute, to be exact. I was THRILLED!!!!!! After wards, the doctor came in, I got a pap, she checked my cervix to make sure it was closed because of the spotting, and gave me a breast exam.
I went through the questions that I had, and then she told me that she wanted to take me off work for a week. She wanted to make sure that I wasn't doing too much, and that the spotting didn't return. I explained to her that I am an Administrative Assistant, that I can just sit around all day and she agreed to let me work on a modified schedule. The only reason I didn't want to take off is because we really can't afford it right now. And I had heard the heartbeat, which put me at ease. She did want me to at least have a ultrasound, so I was scheduled for 2:30PM today.
If you've never had a pregnancy ultrasound before, trust me when I say that you are SO uncomfortable!! Only because your bladder is about to burst, and the technician is putting pressure on it. After about 45 minutes, the technician said we could allow my husband to come back, that's when I really relaxed. He came in, and she showed us the baby. WOW!! My husband's face was priceless. It was his first time seeing our baby, and it was incredible. The baby was moving, kicking, jumping, and waving. It was the best feeling ever! I feel so much better about everything. I'm going to let go of all negativity, and just trust that everything will be okay.
I don't know how to work our scanner, but I'm going to try to upload pics.
Thank you all for your kind words!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks like Baby V is here to stay!!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Doc Appt tomorrow... and I'm SCARED!!
All week I've been trying to hype myself up in preparation of my doctor's appointment tomorrow morning. I haven't been to the doctor in over a month, and it was the day after I had my ultrasound, so I was calm and relaxed because I had just seen my baby (and a heart rate of 136 bpm).
Sometimes I'm just not convinced that there is a lime-sized baby in my belly. I mean, how do I really know? I'm sorry if I'm boring you all by talking about all of my fears, but I just don't know what to do. I'm sure that they will use a Doppler to check for a heartbeat, and I'm terrified that they won't find one. Are my fears irrational? Probably. But that doesn't make them feel any less real? Not even almost. If I had a semi-bump, I'd probably feel better. Well, maybe I'd feel better. When I wake up in the morning my stomach is pretty much flat, there is a little curve near my bikini line, but nothing major. In the evenings, I have a more noticeable bulge in my stomach, but I know it's bloat.
I need to relax.
Maybe the midwife that I'm seeing (my usual midwife is on vacation, so that adds to my nerves as well) will take pity on me and order an ultrasound.
The good thing is that I haven't had any spotting or bleeding, and that is what I had with my miscarriage. It started off as spotting, and gradually progressed into what seemed like a heavy period. So I should just be hopeful that I'll hear my baby's heartbeat tomorrow, and that all will be well.
Gosh I'm nervous!!
With my last pregnancy, I didn't have many symptoms. My chest was sore, and I didn't have a period or PMS. That was pretty much what clued me in. This time, I've had everything! Nausea, slight cramps, fatigue, lack of appetite, thirst, etc. Which further points to a better possibility that things may be going okay. It's just the uncertainty that gets to me.
I'm going to pray my way through today.
Sometimes I'm just not convinced that there is a lime-sized baby in my belly. I mean, how do I really know? I'm sorry if I'm boring you all by talking about all of my fears, but I just don't know what to do. I'm sure that they will use a Doppler to check for a heartbeat, and I'm terrified that they won't find one. Are my fears irrational? Probably. But that doesn't make them feel any less real? Not even almost. If I had a semi-bump, I'd probably feel better. Well, maybe I'd feel better. When I wake up in the morning my stomach is pretty much flat, there is a little curve near my bikini line, but nothing major. In the evenings, I have a more noticeable bulge in my stomach, but I know it's bloat.
I need to relax.
Maybe the midwife that I'm seeing (my usual midwife is on vacation, so that adds to my nerves as well) will take pity on me and order an ultrasound.
The good thing is that I haven't had any spotting or bleeding, and that is what I had with my miscarriage. It started off as spotting, and gradually progressed into what seemed like a heavy period. So I should just be hopeful that I'll hear my baby's heartbeat tomorrow, and that all will be well.
Gosh I'm nervous!!
With my last pregnancy, I didn't have many symptoms. My chest was sore, and I didn't have a period or PMS. That was pretty much what clued me in. This time, I've had everything! Nausea, slight cramps, fatigue, lack of appetite, thirst, etc. Which further points to a better possibility that things may be going okay. It's just the uncertainty that gets to me.
I'm going to pray my way through today.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Only me!!
This morning started off completely crazy. I woke up on time this morning, got up, used the restroom, showered, and then for some odd reason, I got back in the bed. It still boggles my mind that I did that. I laid there for 20 minutes and then frantically jumped up, shook my husband to wake up, and started getting dressed. It would be different if I had went back to sleep when I got back in the bed, but I didn't, I just sat there and watched TV! My husband takes me to work everyday (so I don't have to pay for parking, it's ridiculously expensive downtown), so my little fiasco caused us to run behind. Mind you, we both have to be at work at 7:30AM, so I get dropped off at 7AM, so my husband can make it to his job on time. Well, I made it to work at 7:15 this morning, which made my husband late. Geez, I still can't believe I did that!!!!!!!!
Secondly, I had a taste for a bagel this morning, so I grabbed one at the deli in my building. Mmm, it was so delicious, toasted to perfection with just the right amount of cream cheese. Sadly, I was being greedy and eating while talking on the phone using my very expensive headset (provided by my job), when I took a HUGE bite and proceeded to submerge the mouthpiece in cream cheese. Did I use a napkin to wipe it off, no...... I licked it. As soon as I did it, I dropped the headset in disbelief, and then casually picked it up and put it back on its base. So now my headset and the base are covered in cream cheese, and I'm off to the kitchen to find some napkins.
I feel so distracted lately, like I can't complete my thoughts. I'm doing random things, and I just don't feel like myself. Food is another issue for me, I'll think I want something, but once I get it, it doesn't taste right, and I only end up eating a bite. Ugh, I just have a lot on my mind.
I'd like to thank all of you for being so nice and supportive! When I first started this blog, I kept it private because I just wanted a personal journal of my TTC journey. But now, I can't imagine keeping my thoughts and feeling bottled up. You have given me encouragement when I needed it the most, and I'm so glad you're reading. I can't wait to see what the future holds for all of us, (and my headset, the IT guy has to come look at it. So much for me trying to look sane at work, I may have to come clean soon and tell them I'm preggo).
Secondly, I had a taste for a bagel this morning, so I grabbed one at the deli in my building. Mmm, it was so delicious, toasted to perfection with just the right amount of cream cheese. Sadly, I was being greedy and eating while talking on the phone using my very expensive headset (provided by my job), when I took a HUGE bite and proceeded to submerge the mouthpiece in cream cheese. Did I use a napkin to wipe it off, no...... I licked it. As soon as I did it, I dropped the headset in disbelief, and then casually picked it up and put it back on its base. So now my headset and the base are covered in cream cheese, and I'm off to the kitchen to find some napkins.
I feel so distracted lately, like I can't complete my thoughts. I'm doing random things, and I just don't feel like myself. Food is another issue for me, I'll think I want something, but once I get it, it doesn't taste right, and I only end up eating a bite. Ugh, I just have a lot on my mind.
I'd like to thank all of you for being so nice and supportive! When I first started this blog, I kept it private because I just wanted a personal journal of my TTC journey. But now, I can't imagine keeping my thoughts and feeling bottled up. You have given me encouragement when I needed it the most, and I'm so glad you're reading. I can't wait to see what the future holds for all of us, (and my headset, the IT guy has to come look at it. So much for me trying to look sane at work, I may have to come clean soon and tell them I'm preggo).
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
11 Weeks!
How far along? 11 weeks (Wow!! Where did the time go?)
Total weight gain/loss: Still down, about 5 lbs
Sleep: I love sleep! I find that the earlier I go to bed, the better I feel the next day.
Food cravings: Pickles, pretzels, lemonade, fruit punch, Ramen Noodles. SALT!
Best moment this week: Getting my Bella Bands in the mail. My hubby ordered some off Ebay, three for $15. I love them, my pants feel so much more comfortable now!
Movement: Does gas count? LOL!
Gender: I'm thinking boy. Only time will tell!
Labor Signs: Not for a LONG time!!
Belly Button in or out? In. The bloat seems to have calmed down, I have noticed that the bottom of my belly feels harder. Hopefully I'm not just imagining this though.
What I miss: Wine! Hubby and I went to Olive Garden yesterday, and I wanted a glass of wine SO BADLY! But it's going to be awhile before I have any because I plan on nursing.
What I am looking forward to: My doctor's appointment this Friday. From what I hear, they will be able to detect the baby's heartbeat on a Doppler! I'm so excited!
Milestones: I've nearly made it to 12 weeks! When I found out I was pregnant (at 3 weeks 4 days) it seemed like it would take AGES to get to this point. But here I am!
Weekly Wisdom: Take belly pics! I didn't, and now I can't tell if my belly really grew, or if I'm making it up.
I had such a huge craving for salty foods yesterday. I went and bought a bag of pretzels, but they didn't seem to do the trick. Finally I decided to bite the salt off the pretzels. Heaven! But now I have a trash can full of "naked" pretzels. I felt embarrassed afterwards because my lips were burning and I was super thirsty, I didn't want my coworkers to think I was crazy so I threw a bunch of "stuff" in the trash can. Looking back, it was hilarious!
Total weight gain/loss: Still down, about 5 lbs
Sleep: I love sleep! I find that the earlier I go to bed, the better I feel the next day.
Food cravings: Pickles, pretzels, lemonade, fruit punch, Ramen Noodles. SALT!
Best moment this week: Getting my Bella Bands in the mail. My hubby ordered some off Ebay, three for $15. I love them, my pants feel so much more comfortable now!
Movement: Does gas count? LOL!
Gender: I'm thinking boy. Only time will tell!
Labor Signs: Not for a LONG time!!
Belly Button in or out? In. The bloat seems to have calmed down, I have noticed that the bottom of my belly feels harder. Hopefully I'm not just imagining this though.
What I miss: Wine! Hubby and I went to Olive Garden yesterday, and I wanted a glass of wine SO BADLY! But it's going to be awhile before I have any because I plan on nursing.
What I am looking forward to: My doctor's appointment this Friday. From what I hear, they will be able to detect the baby's heartbeat on a Doppler! I'm so excited!
Milestones: I've nearly made it to 12 weeks! When I found out I was pregnant (at 3 weeks 4 days) it seemed like it would take AGES to get to this point. But here I am!
Weekly Wisdom: Take belly pics! I didn't, and now I can't tell if my belly really grew, or if I'm making it up.
I had such a huge craving for salty foods yesterday. I went and bought a bag of pretzels, but they didn't seem to do the trick. Finally I decided to bite the salt off the pretzels. Heaven! But now I have a trash can full of "naked" pretzels. I felt embarrassed afterwards because my lips were burning and I was super thirsty, I didn't want my coworkers to think I was crazy so I threw a bunch of "stuff" in the trash can. Looking back, it was hilarious!
Monday, June 7, 2010
Trying to get over the fear
I'm really trying as hard as I can to relax and take it easy. I'm usually a very optimistic person, so I'm quite surprised to see how pessimistic I'm being about this pregnancy. I've decided that I'm going to wish this pregnancy well, so to speak. I'm not going to think negatively, or worry about what could go wrong, because quite honestly, that's just life. Nothing is guaranteed, so I should just be happy with what I have for as long as I have it.
I can't control the outcome of this pregnancy, so I'm determined to enjoy it while I can.
As I've read on many blogs before:
"Today I am pregnant, and I love my baby!!"
Regardless of what happens, I'm so thankful to be in the place. All my life I've wondered if I'll be able to conceive, and I have. So I just need to have faith, relax, and be thankful.
I can't control the outcome of this pregnancy, so I'm determined to enjoy it while I can.
As I've read on many blogs before:
"Today I am pregnant, and I love my baby!!"
Regardless of what happens, I'm so thankful to be in the place. All my life I've wondered if I'll be able to conceive, and I have. So I just need to have faith, relax, and be thankful.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Food cravings
For the first time in this pregnancy, there are actually a few food items that I desire. It makes me feel so good to think about eating something, and not want to throw up. Although the nausea is subsiding, I still have a few pukey moments.
The list of things I'm currently enjoying (food wise) are:
Pickles - I ate a WHOLE jar on Tuesday, and half a jar yesterday. I just can't get enough!!
Lemonade - Not the cheap kind, LOL! But the Simply Lemonade, and Nantucket Nectar's Lemonade.
Pretzels - Since my appetite has kind of picked up, I find that I'm hungry after I eat. Pretzels have been a lifesaver. They are just salty enough, and are so yummy! I ate a WHOLE bag yesterday. Not the small personal sized bags, but the regular family sized bag. I need to slow down though, although they were a brand that had less sodium, I still shouldn't be eating that much salt. But I'm drawn to salty foods.
That's about it. I'm usually a cheese fanatic, but I find the taste of mozzarella cheese to be unpleasant. I was bringing string cheese to work for a quick snack, but after one bite I had to throw it away.
I've decided to take a more positive stance regarding my pregnancy and just try to enjoy it. I can't control the outcome, good or bad, so I might as well relax and just go along for the ride.
The list of things I'm currently enjoying (food wise) are:
Pickles - I ate a WHOLE jar on Tuesday, and half a jar yesterday. I just can't get enough!!
Lemonade - Not the cheap kind, LOL! But the Simply Lemonade, and Nantucket Nectar's Lemonade.
Pretzels - Since my appetite has kind of picked up, I find that I'm hungry after I eat. Pretzels have been a lifesaver. They are just salty enough, and are so yummy! I ate a WHOLE bag yesterday. Not the small personal sized bags, but the regular family sized bag. I need to slow down though, although they were a brand that had less sodium, I still shouldn't be eating that much salt. But I'm drawn to salty foods.
That's about it. I'm usually a cheese fanatic, but I find the taste of mozzarella cheese to be unpleasant. I was bringing string cheese to work for a quick snack, but after one bite I had to throw it away.
I've decided to take a more positive stance regarding my pregnancy and just try to enjoy it. I can't control the outcome, good or bad, so I might as well relax and just go along for the ride.
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